19th of January

Just read Celestia's journal
I have a really cozy life in M'sia
At the moment, Celestia is fighting for every chance earning money and having fun in US

This isn't the life I'm expecting...At least not now...
I'm alr 22
It is supposed to be the time to fight for better future instead of wasting time
The feeling of lagging behind depresses me...

I shouldn't gripe anyway...I have a good life
I've tried every effort to live my life the best...
I'm not lazy but it is just not my day

I'm applying for an internhsip job in Soo Chow
I asked for it without pay
Hopefully, I can learn sth there

People should get use to the environment they're in
In a sense, it is right...

Time to reach out and touch the life...
When the going gets tough, the tough gets the better life...

I'm feeling that I return to single life again
Though there are times I wish that he was here but those were just a tiny desire which I'm not unfamiliar to.
It's gone after a short while
Having people around me, let me know that I'm still welcomed
I'm glad to be back in the game

Life is still good... I wanna make it richer...