29th of January, Load of shit

Technology is great, isn't it?
Calling distant from M'sia to China, we talked for an hour, it costs me nth
Skype is a good product!

Why didn't I use it b4?

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Boredom makes people think shit...

He promised me to have the nutrition treatment
In exchange of it, I will need to sacrifice my Valentine's gift
Well...Pathetic huh? To make him healthier, I need to make such offer
What the hell am I doing? I don't really know it... Because of love?

Ya... Because of this damn thing, I'm letting myself down by satisfying him

Sadly realized something
I want to say it but there is a feeling keep me from doing so
Don't ask me why I know this, girls' instinct penetrate things

That's why I hate being a girl

The stupid thing is, even though I know this is shit, I'm in it!

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First love is the most impressive things for marjority people
It does impress me...It does change me...
I won't ever forget the feeling of racing heart as it wanted to jump out from my chest
My blushing face when he touched my skin, kissed my trembling lip
Our heart were once so pure and so young to love

Anyway...

People have their ways to experience things
So it's true for him...

But...

Keep this in mind! Me and She are different!!! Totally different!!!

Forget it...
I should be more understanding and generous as I thought

Today is gift...

It's pointless to look behind you instead of looking forward...